originally i was going to wait until my health stopped freaking out before i wrote a more cohesive and coherent post than the last one so this is essentially just That Post but with more information, but apparently my health decided to nosedive rather rapidly so i’m just going to bang out what i can in this clear spot between like, 30 different medications that all make me feel tired and complications that leave me sore and itchy.
through mostly pushing myself to run errands even when i physically felt i couldn’t and through monetising my hobby as a nail tech, managed to scrape together a full £2700+, enough for my mother, our two cats, and i to stay in a relatively clean budget hotel that lets you keep your animals with you under the express promise from my family that my grandmother’s house would be put up for sale in june/july and sold by august and we would then get our inheritance and we would finally finally be financially stable and free of this family. i was manipulated into spending £2000 of my saved money on doing the house up to selling standard, but assured i’d be paid back within the week at the latest.
six months later i have yet to see hide nor hair of my money back from them and the house was only put up for sale at the end of august, forcing my mother and i to spread ourselves very thinly to keep our bills paid and ourselves fed.
the good news is the house is finally being sold, albeit for a lowballed number, but the bad news is that because my family has….basically robbed me of my money (and are consistently lying and trying to run rings around us that they can’t afford to pay me back my own money while they do things like ‘take loans to go on luxury holidays’) we now don’t have that money to stay in a budget hotel, let alone to save for a deposit.
in response to this final fucking bastard move my family is trying to pull, my health has absolutely shattered in the past month. my chonic illness has flaired MASSIVELY and PAINFULLY to the point where i am honestly considering surgery to end it, and i have been struck with three stress-related conditions which all require medication that makes me exceptionally tired, and i’ve been back to hospital a further two times in two weeks, though thankfully not A&E again.
usually i would offer writing for money as i do in fact have a writing blog with a ko-fi but with my health as it is all i can do is mostly bedrest and attempt to get my strength back.
the ideal target we need to hit for moving is about £3300, which covers a two week budget hotel stay, moving vans, storage, and bills with a small amount to put toward a deposit, and currently i have about £800. honestly though, i’d settle for just my £2000 back.
i hate asking for money, i hate having to beg strangers for help even if they’re willing to give it, i hate the uncertainty, which is why i worked so damn hard to get that fucking money in the first place but i have to accept that i’m not going to be paid back and that my physical health is absolutely the priority for once, so i can’t push myself to work like i usually would.
if you can help with money my paypal is here
if you can’t help with money, please just boost this post, i know we’re all poor and tired.
and finally please just keep me in your thoughts if you can because i have been in so much pain the past two weeks, i’ve cried more than ever over my health, and i’ve been genuinely scared a few times.
thank you ❤
as of today 28th November, we’ve been told we have to be out of the family house and in a new place by the 15th – 19th of December.
i can….just about cover the deposit and 6 months in advance and moving van (we dont get money from the sale of the house until another month after that date), but i can’t cover estate agent fees (anywhere between £500 – £950), so again, any help would be appreciated.
the end is in sight at least. soon i can get proper medical treatments and therapy…..
Y’ALL LEND MY DEAREST FRIEND A HAND. IF YOU CANNOT DONATE, SHARE THIS POST AROUND. SHE DESERVES TO GET OUT OF THIS SITUATION, SO PLEASE LEND YOUR SUPPORT HOWEVER YOU MAY BE ABLE TO!!!
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